To bE HuRuL_AiNi

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As I think about the past,
the tears will come out.
Reality is too cruel, too brutal.
I don’t even have the right to dream.
As I think about the future,
the tears will come out again.
Where should I head towards?
Even if there isn’t an answer,
I’ll feel better by writing it down.
I’ve looked for a pair of helping hands.
But I couldn’t feel them, couldn’t see them.
I only face towards the darkness and hear the sounds of my hopeless screams.

Synthesis:
we never know others people pains.
we never know that a person smiling next to us might holding their pains & tears….
some people still searching for the meaning of their life…
some people had lost their way from the start…
so i think we need to open our eyes, our heart & our souls…
so we can hears cries in peoples heart…
so we can lowers people pains…

In front of the school gate, there is a wall.
The morning light dawns upon the wall.
One day, when I look up, the wall will quietly sigh.
This wall represents my disability.
Even if I scream aloud, or cry out, it won’t disappear.
But, at the moment that the sun is shining,
doesn’t it also shine on this wall?
So, even if it’s me…
it seems like i’ll be able to find it.
I will go and find it!

you feel irritated…
you have complaints, too.
but thare is no one in life who has no complaints.
everyone is equal
exams or hunting jobs,
which forces you to decide your future
but it isn’t so easy like that
you shall go off track, struggle
and then you stop,
and go somewhare else,
and come back again
isn’t that how we live our lives?
isn’t that how we find our own ideal lives?
please don’t give up so easily
don’t run away from the hardships.
please don’t answer the most difficult question in life
.
.
.
life is not so easy to decide
you never know how it turns out to be
you can try again and again

(taken from Gokusen Graduation Special Episode)

p/s:for those who not know, i’m actually a big fan of japanese movie & drama…sometimes it can really motivate me and sometimes it can really touch my heart…ehehe